A Precious Letter From A Dream/Nightmare

Little Life
Fragile Life
God Looks On You With Love
Excited For The Future He Has Created
His Desire To See You Live And Love
What He Has Created For You

Little Life
Fragile Life
Rejected By Her Blood
Love Denied By Her Life Force
She Feels The Fear
Yet Does Not Understand

Little Life
Fragile Life
The Lies That Fed
Remove Her From Her Home
Torn Away By Hate Or Doubt Or Greed
Her Chance At Life Cruelly Removed
Before She Ever Saw Her Mother's Eyes

Mommy- If You Would Have Given Me The Chance...
I Would Have Come Into Your Arms
And Asked You To Be My Comfort, My Strength, My Shelter
I Would Have Melted Your Heart, With My First Smile
I Would Have Looked At You, As God Sees You,
Beautiful, Pure, Soft-Hearted, All That Is Good
Maybe I Would Have Lived In Hardship
But I Would Have Been The Gift Of The Father's Love
The Joy Out Of All That Is Ugly
If I Could Have Had The Chance...
I Would Have Reached For You
Given You My First Precious Kisses
Awed You With My Babbling Words
And Filled You With Peace
As I Tucked My Little Head Into Your Neck
I Would Have Shared My First Tooth
Let You Teach Me How To Clap And Wave
And Filled You With Joy As I Learned To Crawl
Maybe You Couldn't Have Raised Me,
But Maybe I Could Have Been The Answer To Someone Else's Dream.

I Forgive You Mommy. And I Love You. Jesus Told Me- He Wishes I Could Have Met You, Because He Created You To Be The Amazing Person That You Are. Jesus Is Waiting For You, And So Am I, Here In Heaven. I Hope I Get To Meet You Someday.

This road was not made to be traveled alone.